Month: March 2015

Amanda Palmer reads Polish poetry, beautifully. And Brainpickings

Amanda Palmer sings lovely songs, writes well and iv all kinds of awesome.  I heartily recommend that you get to know her.  Look at her awesome here. You can listen to her here.  Read along with the poem:

POSSIBILITIES by Wislawa Sxymborska

I prefer movies.

I prefer cats.

I prefer the oaks along the Warta.

I prefer Dickens to Dostoyevsky.

I prefer myself liking people

to myself loving mankind.

I prefer keeping a needle and thread on hand, just in case.

I prefer the color green.

I prefer not to maintain

that reason is to blame for everything.

I prefer exceptions.

I prefer to leave early.

I prefer talking to doctors about something else.

I prefer the old fine-lined illustrations.

I prefer the absurdity of writing poems

to the absurdity of not writing poems.

I prefer, where love’s concerned, nonspecific anniversaries

that can be celebrated every day.

I prefer moralists

who promise me nothing.

I prefer cunning kindness to the over-trustful kind.

I prefer the earth in civvies.

I prefer conquered to conquering countries.

I prefer having some reservations.

I prefer the hell of chaos to the hell of order.

I prefer Grimms’ fairy tales to the newspapers’ front pages.

I prefer leaves without flowers to flowers without leaves.

I prefer dogs with uncropped tails.

I prefer light eyes, since mine are dark.

I prefer desk drawers.

I prefer many things that I haven’t mentioned here

to many things I’ve also left unsaid.

I prefer zeroes on the loose

to those lined up behind a cipher.

I prefer the time of insects to the time of stars.

I prefer to knock on wood.

I prefer not to ask how much longer and when.

I prefer keeping in mind even the possibility

that existence has its own reason for being.

I love that Brain Pickings brings these cool things to me in a weekly email.  I think more people should subscribe. Go on.  It is life affirming and Maria Popova makes me feel good, explore new stuff and is generally great. The analysis of picture books is one of my favourite things. For the picture book fan these really are gems.

Hummingbird Cake (Ross’s special cake)

This is one of those recipes which can be played with, adjusted and will always work out. I’ve m20150308_174948~2_resizedade several versions of it. This recipe below is Ross’s original, which he found in a cuisine magazine and then adjusted.

2 cups of flour
1 1/2 cups of sugar
1/2 tsp salt
1 1/2 tsp baking soda
3 eggs
1 tsp cinnamon
1 1/2 tsp vanilla
1 can crushed pineapple – mostly drained
2 cups chopped walnuts
1/2 cup coconut
1 1/2 cups salad oil (Ross does not like the taste of Rice Bran in the cake, but I don’t mind)

Combine dry ingredients in a large bowl. Add eggs and oil and stir until moist. Do Not Beat! Stir in vanilla, walnuts, pineapple and coconut. Bake at 350 F or 180C.

Ice with cream cheese frosting: 125g cream cheese, 250g icing sugar, 90g butter, 1/2 tsp vanilla, juice of 1/2 lemon juice.

Variations: I make this with half wholemeal flour and half plain. I have completely left out the walnuts and replaced them with raisins and also with dates. I’ve used hazelnuts instead of walnuts. Pumpkin seeds work too. I’ve used much more spice sometimes and added ground cloves and ginger.

Stop that with your “I’m so busy”

busy antsI have been listening to quite a few people tell me how busy they are for the last few months. That seems to be their modus operandi, busy at work, busy at home, busy being busy. I’m finding it a bit challenging. I have a full life, I work full time, I am involved in two organisations which are important to me and which I care about. Yep I’m busy too! No, I don’t have to drop kids at daycare, worry about babysitters, drive kids hither and thither and manage my life around them, oh wait …. manage my life around my kids? At the time when that was happening that was my life, my family was my life. I did other stuff, I was involved in organisations and stuff when they were young, but that wasn’t busy, that was just life. Oh yeah I worked too! But I’m pretty sure I didn’t spend my life moaning about being busy, and using busyness like it was a brownie badge that I needed to collect.  I think complaining about being busy is a new thing, a thing which is doing my particular head in.

I was a single parent of three kids for 6 years at the beginning of that they were 5, 7 and 8.  Then I wasn’t for a while, then I was again when they were older.  I had my Mum and Dad for help in emergencies for a while, but I didn’t get to have weekends away, ‘alone time’ and a bunch of friends who looked after my kids. When I needed to go to the doctor, the kids all came too!  That is what happened when you had kids, you didn’t leave them for someone other than another parent, you fit your life around them, they didn’t fit into a supposed adult life that had little room for kids, they and their needs were my adult life. I was busy, it was a bit stressful, but I didn’t have to tell the world my problems on a social media platform and I didn’t (or at least I don’t think I did) whine about my busyness.  If I couldn’t take the kids to an activity because I was doing something else at that time, then they didn’t go.

So, this afternoon I read this article from the Huffington Post.  It suggests that being busy is a sickness.  And I got to thinking about my week last week.  A week when I wasn’t feeling spectacular due to my ongoing ovary situation, and the flatness which comes from having your surgery cancelled, and I remembered the other day when I went to visit another workplace not far from mine.  I bumped into three people I knew on the way to my destination, every single person I spoke to, and these are friends mind, and people I like so I’m not being mean, I’m commenting on the situation.  Every one of these three people told me that they were incredibly busy!  They commented that they were busier than ever before in their lives. They were really surprised when they asked me how I was and I said I was spectacular, or fantastic, which is my standard response.  When I had asked them the same question they had responded with the busy thing. Work is supposed to be busy. That is kind of the definition of work – things you do for money which make you busy. A job which wasn’t busy would be boring wouldn’t it? When these three people each told me how busy they were, they were at that time standing in a corridor chatting to another person, just chatting!

When people say they are constantly busy It is irritating. Everyone has stuff to do.  Everyone has jobs that need doing.  People have a habit of saying to me, “I don’t know how you do everything you do”.  Often these are people who I know are busy people. My response is usually that I do lots of things, some of them really well but some of them I do fairly perfunctorily.  We all prioritise the things that are important to us.  I choose to do lots of things, to get involved in lots of stuff and I almost always enjoy it.  When I stop enjoying doing these things I’ll stop. I think a lot of what is going on is “self created stress” putting pressure on ourselves to constantly be doing stuff. Feeling like we, or our kids, are missing out if they don’t take every single opportunity available. Feeling that we punish ourselves or them if we say no to something on offer.

I increasingly believe that the people who do this crazy busy thing, need to look at what they are doing and think about whether this stuff they are doing, which makes them so unreasonably busy, is actually necessary. The world simply won’t end if you swop out one activity for some time on the couch.  If you cannot get out of doing things that you don’t want to do with your kids then share the load.  You do not need to see every game, attend every single meeting, pay attention to every single gripe of your kid, take to task every teacher who does your kid a supposed injustice, parent who sends their kid to preschool with a cold. A friend of mine who is a primary teacher says parents take so much dealing with these days, they cannot let a single thing go, they don’t let their kids deal with the things that they need to deal with to learn negotiation. For people who are supposedly busy, they spend a hell of a lot of time at school not letting their kids take responsibility for anything! People take a chill pill. Most things work themselves out.

Lets stop the glorification of busy, lets start to look at it differently. I’ve got stuff to do, that is great, I won’t be bored. Some stuff I won’t get done today, but will it matter? Some things I have to do because they are part of my life, I have to cook, clean and all that stuff. That is part of normal. Everyone has to do those things. I’m so sick of hearing about how busy people are when they tie themselves up in knots because they will have to do a bunch of stuff for their families, their jobs, their lives. I guess these are my solutions:

  • Stop moaning about your life, if your life sucks change something
  • If you are doing too much – think about dropping something
  • If you have bought this constant business upon yourself, stop moaning and again, change something
  • Maybe it is your attitude that you need to change, maybe you are moaning about things you actually like doing, do you like spending time with your kids?  I bet you do.  Then don’t whine that you are committed to being with them.
  • Do not make I’m so busy the first thing you say when someone asks you how you are.
  • Everyone goes through phases when they have too much to do.  This blog went completely abandoned until I felt strongly enough about something to write a blogpost.  This blogpost!
  • Remember that your being busy is not exclusively about you. Your complaining about being busy brings everyone down. Especially if it is the main or first thing you say to someone every time you talk to them.
  • You are not so busy probably. You are not running a company, being Helen Clarke, sorting world peace by lunchtime.
  • Sympathy will not be given to those who are constantly whining. Try to be positive. You don’t want to be the hard work friend.
  • When you are doing your “I’m so busy” spiel have a thing about who you are talking to. If you are talking to someone who is busy, wind it back! Ask about them. Show a bit of empathy for their busy life after all you are so busy that you understand right?.
  • Some of the things that make people busy are choices: you have chosen to do something new which makes you busy or you have a new project/pet/baby/job/project that makes you happy. Hell! You’ve chosen that. Don’t moan about it!  That makes you a pain in the proverbial.
  • If you bring me down by your whinging, your I’m so busy attitude, your life is so difficult thing I will block you of Facebook. It has probably already happened!


A busy person of Dunedin

Works mostly alone doing two jobs in a really big school, is the president of a national association, is on the board of a big project, has a partner and a life at home, has three now grown up kids, is involved in other stuff and interested in everything. Volunteers for school stuff. Doing things which make my life richer but yes, which keep me busy!